Year of 2015 Update

Hai... Assalamualaikum..

Dah masuk Q4 of 2015. Cepatnya masa berlalu tahun ni. And tak ada kesempatan nak update blog pun. Well can blame instagram sebab I update everything in my insta. Not too many follower compare to FB and much more privacy for me. 

Affiya Nasuha dah 6 month++. Alhamdulillah, sihat anak mummy sorang tu. And suka tersenyum. Agah je senyum. But hanya oleh orang yang dia kenal. Sebab this girl memilih sikit. Orang lain boleh pegang kejap-kejap je. Tak macam abang azim dia yang peramah je dengan semua orang. And abang azim pun alhamdulillah sihat. Dah nak mula bercakap. Banyak dah word dia pickup. Tapi kadang-kadang membebel dalam bahasa dia lah. Mummy iye kan ajelah.. Love u anak-anak mummy :)

And kerjaya wise, hmmm.. Ok tahun ni memang ramai sangat kawan-kawan and bos resign. I is sad. Sedih sebab dah tak sama environment. This year agak mencaabar untuk company kami. For me, I will stay tapi tengokla if ada peluang datang depan mata, then I will grab it. And sekarang memang busy dengan project. Syukur, I love doing project. Makcik dah pencen dengan programming. I LOVE programming tapi cukuplah tu. It's time for me to challenge myself to do something different than my  area of expertise. 

That is all for now.

Our dilemma

Pencarian rumah yang tak berhabisan.. hehehe.. Actually sejak azim lahir kami dah mula fikir nak start cari landed property plak. Rumah sekarang memang sangat best in term of accessibility and nak pergi kerja.. Pergi keje 10-15minit je driving. memang heaven. Totally different dengan dulu masa duduk rumah lama di sk yang driving 1-2 hour untuk pergi/balik keje. Imagine my stress free bila dah kahwin and pindah masuk rumah husband..

Tapi we have to admit. Our family member nak semakin bertambah. Sekarang duduk dekat condo with 3 and 1/2 room tapi bilik agak kecil semuanya.. And my house memang selalu terima tetamu. Mak, ayah and adik beradik selalu datang tido kat rumah. Ini semua sebab diorg nak tengok cucu la. So sejak azim ada lebihla kerapa saudara mara my side and hub's side datang. Kitorg memamg welcome and suka sangat bila ramai datang rumah. Tapi tulah kadang2 rasa macam condo tu dah tak muat. We need bigger space for our family. So semua orang selesa je..

Tapi back to the question, Nak mudah pergi kerja and tak nak stress drive 2,3 jam untuk pergi kerja. And kitorang tersangatlah sayang rumah condo now and tak nak jual walaupun nak beli rumah baru. So our budget adalah agak limited. And landed nowadays,.. ayoyo.. The cheapest you can find in Klang valley is 500k++..

And ada satu lagi isu. Isu kitoang nak beli rumah dulu tapi tak bersedia nak pindah or duduk jauh lagi. Maybe dalam 2,3 tahun lagi baru ready kot. So kena cari project yang baru launch. And memang Klang valley ni dah habis tanah kot. Tinggal banyak nak develop baru di Shah alam, klang, puncak alam, rawang, bandar tasik puteri.. And harga masing2 plak tak ingattt.. Semua developer berebut buat rumah harga mahal sebab nak untung banyak.. Dilemma,,

So sekarang ni keep looking je and sentiasa update dengan info2 pasal rumah ni.. Hopefully one day, kami akan jumpa our dream house. Ops tak boleh la lama2 sangat nanti makin mahal kan... Amin. Keep praying.

Life

Harini rasa nak menulis pasal life pulak lah.. Hehe.. Terdetik macam tu. Bende random and maybe akan berterabur tulisan ni.. Tapi okla my blog ni hanya untuk tatapan diri sendiri. Bukan ada reader so oklah nak membebel sikit2 kan :)

Sekarang ni macam2 jadi.. Di sekeliling me la.. Sad news about MH, Gaza, boycott, dll. And bila buka je social media nampak ramai sangat orang suka berperang atas talian. Yang ko pergi baca tu kenapa. hehe. kadang2 hiburan, tapi kadang2 sampai teremo plak baca tulisan2 orang ni.. Ya Allah kadang2 tak padan dengan rupa tapi bila mencaci orang. Masya Allah,.. Takut..

All this buat diri sendiri terfikir.. Macam mana la zaman anak-anakku nanti. Bagaimanakah social media ni akan mempengaruhi mereka. Adakah mampu nak didik anak supaya jadi manusia yang baik, tak mencaci orang. Banyaknya dugaan zaman sekarang ni. Aku takut.. Harapan nak tengok penyambung zuriat jadi insan berguna dan baik dunia akhirat. 

Itu belum lagi yang gunakan social media untuk bergaduh, perli memerli sesama ipar, mertua, cousins, jiran.. Semua aku dah pernah tengok.. And of course over sharing like semua bende dalam kain nak cerita, semua harta dunia nak share. I mean please dont overshare it. Bende ni boleh timbulkan sakit hati, riak, benci membenci. 

Mungkin kadang-kadang kita ni manusia bila terlalu happy jadi lupa diri. Harap sangat diri tak sampai ke tahap tu. Istiqomah. Jangan lupa diri. 

And tak dapat dinafikan, kadang-kadang sendiri pun buat kesilapan. Sad. I am weak.. :( Terikut-ikut dengan orang.

Tapi keep ingatkan diri. Dunia hanya sementara. Astarghfirullah halazim.... 

Minyak naik lagi sept 2013

Nampaknya ura-ura jadi kenyataan. Dah agak harga minyak akan naik selepas pilihanraya. Dah banyak tabur kenala kutip hasil balik. Itu normal. Let just not blame anyone. Duit dah banyak habis kenalah topup balik. Macam ni berniaga baru untung :)

Paling lawak menteri pendalaman tweet kalau bole pakai kereta mesti lah mampu bayar minyak. Orang kampung ramai tiada kereta. Hehe.. Ok cuba bandingkan situasi ni

a- Pasangan A duduk kampung pakai motor dan tiada kereta sebab kerja dekat rumah and duduk rumah pusaka dengan pendapatan 2000 sebulan ( laki kerja jaga n bini kerja kilang). Anak 2 orangla katakan. Tiap tahun dapat brim. Almaklumla gaji bawah rm3k.

b- Pasangan B duduk KL pakai kereta kancil dan sebiji motor. Bini pergi kerja naik kereta sebab nak anta anak ke pengasuh. Rumah mereka sewa flat 400 sebulan (2 bilik).  Gaji suami isteri 4000 sebulan ( anggaran 2000 sorg, lepasan diploma). Lepas tolak kwsp and potongan lain tinggalla 3400 je pun.. Anak ada 4orang. Diorg tak dapat brim sebab gaji TINGGI. Lagi minyak naik diorg dikira golongan mampu nak bayar minyak tu.

So siapa lagi senang?

Inilah realiti kehidupan di BANDAR! Kos hidup tinggi. So boleh agak tak apa isunya? Jangan pejam mata sebab ini bukan masalah anda, anda n anda. 

Fikir-fikirkanlah. Jangan sebab kita mampu, kita tak fikirkan nasib orang lain. 

Rezeki tu ketetapan Allah

Teringat cerita mak sedara ku masa time raya hari tu. Cousin ku yg kahwin awl beberapa bulan dari aku mengadu  masih belum tiba rezeki mereka nak mengandung.. Walhal adiknya yg berkahwin awl tahun ni dh pun lekat..

Rasanya ni masalah universal kan.. Orang sibuk bertanya bila lagi dan bila lagi. Sedangkan rezeki tu ketetapan Allah. Rasanya kalau orang x sibuk2 tanya mesti diorg x risau or sedih kot kan?. Adikku yg kahwin selang beberapa bulan dari ku pn orang mula bertanya. Haiii adikku start training polis lepas x sampai sebulan kahwin. Boleh balik pn kadang2 sebulan sekali je dalam sehari dua. Kasilah dia abis training dulu baru tanya soalan2 tu x boleh ke?..

Bila x kahwin, tanya bila nak kahwin. Bila dah kahwin, tanya bila nak ada anak. Bila dah ada anak sorg, tanya pulak bila nak tambah lagi.. X habis sampai bila2 pun...

Hoih pic raya x save lagi dalam notebook so bebel pasal bende lain dlu..

The new life

This moment memang berada tahap yang sangat stress. It is totally not easy become a employee + wife + student. Not easy man, not easy..

At one time, sampai rasa nk give-up. But am trying my best to do the best of what I have now. Hubby is very very and very supportive. No cooking and housekeeping or any house chores during assignment time. He support me with all his heart. Love him so much for that.

Still im very tired of everything. Semoga Allah permudahkan semuanya. Amin.

But, am still overwhelm with the new marriage life. Thanks Allah for everything that I have and more to come, insyaAllah. Alhamdulillah.

Ok, back to proposal writing.

Last day

Wohoo.. Setelah sekian lama tunggu, hari ni adalah last day kerja before my long long leave, 19 hari ye. Punyala seronok sbb rs dh bertahun x dpt cuti sebanyak ni. Bahagia :). Lagi2 memikirkan bakal nk jadi isteri for En Din. Hehe. Sungguh cepat masa berlalu. Semoga perancangan kami dipermudahkan. Amin.

So as for today. Office agak sunyi. Ramai dh bercuti n balik ke kg masing. Me?. masih bekerja. Xsampai hati nk apply cuti lagi sehari. So xpela, after office hour today akn gerak pulang ke kuantan bersama kamal. Esok dh raya haji. And to tell the truth, mmg x prepare apa2 lgsg for raya haji ni. Sbb ada big event next week. So bersederhana jela raya haji kali ni. Pakai baju raya adilfitri hari tu je la..

Assignment, my part dh settle, Syukur. Dah pass to teammate and mereka akan tolong compile kan.. So bolehla balik kg n concentrate pd urusan2 kahwin.

Am so excited nk pulang ke kg ni. Semoga x jem ptg karang and kami selamat tiba. amin :)

Sakit kepala

Sebenarnya aku ni banyak masalah or banyak sangat fikir ni? Sakit kepala non-stop ni. Memang selalu pening2.. Nak kata overdoss coffee mmg dh kurangkan sgt2. Sampai kdg2 xminum trs in 1 day. Tp setiap hr akan adala moment sakit kepala tu. Banyak sgt fikir kot.

Memang mcm2 bende bermain di fikiran ni. Assignment x settle lg. Tu plg penting. Kerja pn x abis2 lg. Kena + wajib siapkan before long leave (19 hari termsk weekend and PH). Seriusly x sabar tgu nk cuti n langsungkan perkahwinan n then pergii bercuti. Tempat honeymoon akan di update kemudian. Berdoa urusakan kerja + blaja + pernikahan + kenduri berjalan selancar2nya.. Amin.

Pasal pening kepala ni, memang xde solution. Boleh sabar jela. Dugaan2.

Stress sangat

Ok sekarang ni berada dlm state yg tersgt stress. Ni semua kerana saya ada 2 minggu ++ lg nk settlekan kerja yg tersgt banyak n sy ada 1 minggu ++ lg nk settlekan assignment setitnggi gunung. Dan sy ada 3 minggu ++ sebelum kenduri kahwin sy. Kad masih x berpos, kawan2 yg dkt masih x berjemput. Saya xde masa untuk uruskn semua tu. Sy rs stress bila fikirkan pasal semua tu.

Berkenaan assignment, sy xbole nk buat lebih kurang mcm ms degree dlu. Asal siap je dlu. Skang ni rs attitude towards study dh berubah. Skang ni semua bende buat bersungguh2. XKisah la kerja atau pn belajar. So nk buat sesuatu the best skali, mmg akan stress. Memang xpuas hati dengan assignment tu sampai la hantar pada lecturer. Selagi x hantar akan keep buat and adjust lg.

Sem ni ambil 3 subject, and 1 minggu ++ dr skang, ketiga2 subject ada something nk submit n present on the class to. And all of them are not easy. Ya Allah semoga diberi kekuatan..

Saya nak macam org lain. Nak kahwin, happy, leh fikirkan pasal perkahwinan, jaga diri sendiri. tidur yg cukup, g spa, buat facial, santai2kan diri. Tp myself, muka berkerut je, tido x cukup, evvery weekend bz dgn class xpn study group sbb nk siapkan assignment. Not that im complaining about my life, tp just sgt stress. Cuba banyak2 bersabar je ni n siapkan mana yg boleh. Good luck to myself. Semoga Allah permudahkan jalan. Amin.

Write Something

Hari ni rasa nak berblog tapi tak tahu nk cerita pasal apa ye?.. Hmmm. Persiapan kahwin dh kembali seperti biasa, suma dh diuruskan la..

So next week aku start class for sem 3. How time flies kan. Xsangka n sangat seronok nk mulakan semester 3. Boleh belajar bende baru. Fun fun fun. Skang ni rs g class blaja, 10x lbh seronok dr office. Cuma bezanya kt office ni ada penguat semangat for me utk datang keje (Gegik je. hehehe)..

And menunggu next cuti for PH (Malaysia day). Plannya kali ni nk blk ke kuantan plak.. So syok.. Duduk kuantan lama2 pn best sgt sgt...

What else eh?. Ahaa, skang merajuk ngn en htb sbb dia join Treasure Hunt ke Gambang next mth. And me xbole pergi sebab ada class. Dh dkt kot majlis, byk lagi bende bole buat. Tp apakan daya saya. Dh kasi nama, no more say la. :|

Balik Kuantan

We are moving to the next phase. Meeting parent in formal way last weekend..Alhamdulillah, all went well. Next, will be my turn to visit them at Seremban. Harap dipermudahkan.. Amin.

This weekend will be the 1st class of my 2nd semester doing Master. Cant wait. Miss studying so much :)

Hmm not much to tell now. Am waiting for the "SPECIAL LETTER"!. Come to me letter and be hurry pls! and please be good! InsyaAllah. Amin.

How do i?

How do i feel about working at my current company

1st year, memang sangat banyak kerja.. Sampai xmenang tangan. To handle all the request + bugs.. At that time only 2 org je jaga 2 system yg besar which is me and Zil. So memang 1st year kerja cimb, everyday balik after 8. 8 tu consider paling awl bole balik la. Selalunya 9 or 10.. Just imagining myself masa tu. Memang sangat xcukup rehat, Keje nonstop tapi memamng satisfy sangat. Sbb im a person yang xsuka bila pergi kerja tapi tiada kerja.. So 1st year, banyak sangat belajar pasal banking.. Evrything need to be perfect + no error terutama bab2 nummber ni. If buat silap, packing barang la nampaknya. And suma nk urgent. Suma kena on time siap. Masa tu memang sangat seronok sebab sangat banyak bende nak buat. I love the feeling of urgency!

2nd year, banyak perkara dh stabil since we improvize the system a lot throughout my 1st year.. Tp still a lot to do. Masa ni kerja lagi trk. Banyak sangat issue terutama masa tu ada product baru nk bring in. Weekend pn datang keje for testing and help user to deploy report. Sangat teruk kejar dateline. Tapi after mid of 2011, bos start to hire more person, 2person(AM and M). So what happen then?. All system dah almost stabil and xde dah bugs2 macam my first year. So as for us, need to do small2 enhancement je sbb system dh stabil.. Plus now dah ada 2 org baru.. Keje semakin kurang.. Im gettting bored...

Now in my 3rd year, i dont know what should i do.. Ada hr ada kerja. Ada hari mcm bosaannn. Evrything dah stabil. Now we have this new system tapi not me who in charge of it. Memang xnampak dah what should i do next in this co. And the boss, as if she train me to be exec forever. Or the boss do this to make me notice that she dont need me so I better go and find new job for myself. Not too sure about it. The bos didnt groom me to be better. I am being super independent here and seems like boss didnt see me. Everytime there is new things to do, she never ask me to do it. Im the 3rd wheel guy who will be needed by her ONLY when no one around. Seems too sad. But am gonna keep +ve thinking and do the best of what i have now. Want to complete my master and hopefully one fine day am able to accomplish my big dream in career. Allah, help bless me.

This is the best thing that can happen to me now. And i beleive in takdir + rezeki. Am gonna keep the spirit to work harder and be the leader of myself. InsyaAllah.

And semua urusan pembelajaran berjalan dengan lancar... Thanks Allah im studying now, or else I die for being bored!

Its friday

Hari ni jumaat yg tenang dh sejuk... kenapa tenang? Sbb boss cuti.. Kenapa sejuk?.. Sbb kt luar hujan.. :p

Harini pn tenang je.. user xcari ku, and semua urusan pending dekat user.. so mcm mana nk buat kerja ni.. Plus ditambah perasaan malas bertimpa2 dalam diri sendiri.. Macam mana nk dptkan kpi 5 ni (u wish la, no one ever get 5 for their kpi)

So memandangkn hari ni boss cuti, rasanya aku keluarla for lunchie. Bolehla keluar lama2 skit kan.. Tp tgk kerajinan jugakla.. ddk office do nothing pn best gk,, n surfing.. Tp makin lama mcm ni, makin xbersosial dgn org. so sementara cuti sem ni, kenala bersosial dgn rakan sekerja.. selalu masa lunch hour saya sibuk siapkan assignment.. To that extend blaja ni. sampai kadang2 xdpt nk g bersembang ngn colleague. Tp xpe, sama2 sambung blaja dengan me, 2 org lagi. Rasa kuat gk semangat bila ada kwn lain sama2 belajar dengan me. Wpun suma ddk universiti lain2 :). Tapi sy xsehebat mereka, meraka ambil MBA (nk jd boss), sy amik IT je.. Xpela sy nk belajar apa yg sy sgt minat.. no regret :)

Sepanjang kerja siaiambee ni, rasanya dh melalui pelabagai stage,, stage ceria, menyendiri n now kembali ke normal.. kwn2 pn semakin ramai sejak menjak ni sbb makin ramai diorg ni ambil staff perempuan muda (like me! hehe), So meriah je office ni.. tp time lunch hour je.. ms kerja serius ye semua. Ckp telefon pn leh dgr satu office (Ada time2 la, ms suma org syp. sy slalu terkena. tgh syok berbrk rupanya suara sy je kedengaran,, hehe), N im still as clusmy as before.. N byk kali gk, n pernah la buat silap gk kt sini, sampaikn rs nk g cr kotak n pack my stuff dh.. Agak confident kena buang dh la ms tu.. Huhu.. Tp alhamdulillah, semuanya masih dlm kawalan.. Kena 10x check, utk apa2 yg dibuat.. Sbb impactnya money. million, billion money.. Ok, no sbb tu asyik nk pack brg je bila buat silap.. Tp yg penatnya sbb kerja trk,. Kalau blk 530 tu dikira half dy.. Acceptable time utk balik ialah 7pm.. Itula kehidn n culture kt sini. kena la belajar suka n redha kn.. Tp makin lama, syg gk ngn office ni. Dh kerja sini 2tahun 2 bulan dh.. Kejap je time flies.. Org pn bertukar ganti dlm kehidupan...

Ohh n tahniah my lil sis, dh dpt kerja di melaka. lepas ni jadi org melaka la.. Maybe mak ayh finding a reason utk bersara kt melaka.. Now diorg masih kerja di kuantan. But who knows one fine day nant kan?,,

April Day

Now, 7.50pm, still at office.. ya saya, bekerja hari ahad.. tiada paksaan tp tanggungjawab. Esk report to BNM nk keluar.. Hai life, apakah ini yg ditakdirkan.. hahahaha..

Ohh the best part, br je sampai dr ktn.. AYah aku jatih basikal sampai berjahit.. Ayah mmg suka exercise. Kdg2 terlebih.. Anak2nye je malas nk buat aktiviti2 riadah nie.. Nsb ayah ok. Balik jugak even sabtu mlm br gerak ke ktn.. Ahad pg balik semula ke kl utk keje.. hai life2 again,..

Hmm now tgh menunggu finalize report from user. Please no more error at IT side. Penin kepala bila byk sgt manual job. Effecting me gak. Yg kena menjwb nanti.. kena fire lg. Allah, help me. Harap ok la semuanya.. dh almost a month keje sampai malam n keje weekend.. Byk sgt enhancement baru..

Ohh now dh April, maknanya almost my bday!. Dh nk msk 28 thn.. Alhamdulillah sangat bersyukur atas rahmat Allah. One more mission to go, Bina Keluarga.. InsyaAllah, Allah help me. Amin.... :)

ps: I LOVE MY WORK!

Dont judge a book by its cover

You get fooled by how good people actually can pretend nowadays...

You realize nothing is better than a honest people...

You knw something missing but still dont want to admit it..

Apa aku merapu nie?.. xsure tp itula kenyataan hidup. Nampak baik x semestinya baik. Nampak jahat x semestinya jahat. Nampak sayang x semestinya sayang..

Love yourself a lottttssss before you love somebody else.

You wont get hurt by loving urself, but u'll hurt a lot betrayed by ur loves one..

Remember to love yourself....

Be free, and live life...

:)

Being defensive

When people start to be defensive, we start to think that mebi there is something. If u had nothing to hide, or nothing to be ashamed of, u'll be honest with evryone. But life wasnt that simple. Sometimes things turn out the way u never expect it. U want to change things, but its not totally up to u to decide how it will goes. As for me am trying not to be one..

Notes:
"I juz miss my family trip to sarawak. all of my siblings not going coz evryone got things to attend to. So only mak n ayah went there. They had fun as they said. They bought us some souvenirs too(btul ke ejaan tu?).. Hahha.. And lots of cake and ikan masin too for their fren.. i'm glad they were happy, coz that makes me happy too.. But I do really really want to visit sarawak. mebi some other time. Ill bring along all my siblings if i've get the chances.."

Last day of 2009

Tonite.. 12am, 2010 is coming... Ya Allah please make my 2010 full of joy and happiness.. And thank you for everything that I've got now.. Alhamdulillah..

Ending of 2009

Phuuhhh its like yesterday i mourn about upcoming 2009. Now in 2 days it gonna be 2010. Yay? hmm not sure about that.. meaning Im gonna be 27 next year. Its kindda scary of being 27. My fren and I start to have dis talk about how its gonna be when we're 27. Of course my single fren. As for married fren, they dont mind about aging coz they are considered successful with their life as what org kg sees them. And for us, the single mingle ppl, this year its gonna be more tough. Evryone I guess gonna start with the common question and sometimes they try to mix match us. Hahaha, well that's malay comunity. They not going to stop asking question about ur personal life as it we dont want to be as they wish us to be. But am not blaming them, coz I know they all concern about me exp my family. i can forgive them for being caring..:)

Hmm in 2009, things goes as normal as it can be. This year I move to a new house, my current house. Alone as usual. Hmm plus I get a new job, it just last month.Alhamdulillah.. Then, I manage to buy myself my dream phone (well its not too much but i juz adore the E71 and now I got it. Alhamdulillah..). And of course this year after few rejection, haha,, I got my Credit card. SO that means more debt for me. Same old ardilah with the spending habit.. Not sure when am able to change this attittude, Its a bad one..

And the most sad things were this year there were multiple funeral of my closest relative. Al-fatihah to them.. Life is to short to mourn and be sad of not having of anything u want. Hmm trying my best to live life.

And for this ending of 2009, am going to spend my time with my family. They plan to do a kenduri tahlil at ktn house. So am going back to kuantan whether this thursday or friday, depends on how tired i am.. hehe.. Hmm hopefully its gonna be a great upcoming 2010.. Amin..

bye 2009, welcome 2010 .. :)

Al-fatihah

Semalam ayah ngah meninggal dunia.. Innalillah.. Hmm sedih bila kehilangan ahli keluarga dan terbayang sebuah keluarga yg kehilangan seorg ayah.. Kesian n sedih mengenangkan sepupu2 aku n mok yah aku... Dah tiada tempat utk bergantung.. Apa pun aku harap ayah ngah aku ditempatkan dalam golongan yg beriman n tenang serta sejahtera menunggu hari pengadilan.. amin..

Hmm dan yg paling peliknya.?

"Sorry to hear about kematian of ur relative i assume, but I can't let u off 3 days on leave. You have to serve the remaining days till 30. Each employee has 14 days annual leave. I have given you a 15 days early exit to the date of your resignation letter"..

Ok.. fine.. call my parent. They were really surprise by all this but at last said okla.. juz follow the rule n sabar byk2.. even though I never asked for early release but it seems that im the one who should take charge of it..they were the one yg x nak bayar my gaji for the following month.. ntah pelikan juga tp watever.. so this means all my balance leave is burn. I think I got extra 3,4 days leave. Kalau tau ku habiskan cuti before resign. But what to do.. semalam mmg rs terlalu sedih bila mengenangkan aku xdapat cuti bila ada kematian. I guess for some people kematian not important..or mebi they thinks im making up stories.. ntahla. But its ok, today aku dh lebih sabar n redha n aku maafkan apa yg terjadi. Mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik segalanyaa.. Maybe something bad will happen if I go.. Only god knows what best.. :p

Dan exceli sejak berlaku kejadian semalam aku dpt pengajaran yg berguna utk kehidupan aku.. Alhamdulillah sbb kalau x mungkin aku x bersedia dengan dunia luar yg mebi lebih mencbr dr ni.. Aku sedar aku kena lbh bijak mengawal emosi tp bila berkaitan family dan kepercayaan aku mmg jd emosi skit. Pendek kata rambut manusia sama hitam, hati x tau lagi.. :)

Walau mcm mana pn, dari jauh aku sedekahkan apa yg termampu utk ayah ngah aku.. Dan aku n adik2 aku yg sama2 x dpt blk kg akan cr masa utk balik ke kg terengganu berjumpa mokyah n adik2 sepupu aku.. semoga diorg tabah menghadapi ujian ini. Dahla taufik pn spm tahun ni.. semoga dia cekal sbb dia bdk yg pandai... aku doakan yg terbaik utk keluarga mokyah aku.. amin...

Masuk tandas RM2?

yes it happen to me.. mmg 1st time la dlm hidup aku.. tp since aku x tau aku masukla jugak.. ptttla kt muka pintu tu ada 2 org manusia ni pakai kot.. tp kutip duit utk masuk toilet.. aku tya la bapa posen?.. dia jawab rm2.. aku dh terkejt beruk.. tp ntah tgn aku ni rajin je nk buat kuar duit sbb aku ingat kt satu building mcm tu.. lps byr aku diberi wet tisu satu..

ok aku msk la kan nk tgk apa yg hebat sgt tandas tu.. rupanyaa org cuci toilet pn pakai vestt.. yg jaga toilet kt luar pakai kot. wahhh hebat sgt toilet niee.. x mo tlg cucikan skali ke?. hahaha.. dh settle urusan aku kuar tgk kt sinki.. skang aku dh paham la kenapa diorg charge sampai rm2.. rupanya kt sinki tu penuh barang body shop.. sgt melampau k.. kt situ ada talkum, losyen. pencuci muka,bath foam n mcm2 lg la brgan yg aku x paham pn nape sampai perlu mcm tu skali.. sakit hati gak la kan kena byr sampai rm2 utk toilet.. nk buang air kecik je pn.. aku pn apa lg.. menggunakan sepenuhnya apa yg ada kt situ.. aku pakai losyen sebyk2nyaa.. grm punya pasal...

kesimpulannya.. perlukah toilet jd sebegitu rupa?.. perlukah ltk brg branded kononnya dlm toilet n charge org sampai mcm tu.. ok aku paham la KLCC tu tpt foreigner ramai tp rupanya level tu je mcm tu.. level len byr skit jee.. menyesal aku termsk toilet level tu.. mcm hampeh!!! ntah2 foreigner pn x msk la level tu.. bodoh btui la.. pendapat aku laa.. cukupla toilet tu bersih, ada AIR dan menepati ciri2 kebersihan dh cukup baik even for foreigner.. perlukah kita buktikan kita pya civilization dengan tandas mcm tu?.. ingat diorg pandang ke kalo setkt body shop tu.. convert ke duit diorg bpa hengget sgt la.. ntah pape laa.. ptt promote la brg msia.. safi ke apa kee.. haa grm aku nk membebel niee...

itu sajela citer saya.. so kekwn lps ni if nk ke shopping complex yg konon hebat tu berhati2 la ngn tandas pilihan anda.. saya dh dpt pengajaran.. :)