My 2015 wishlist

Dah lama tak menulis wishlist untuk tahun baru. Kind of cita-cita and harapan untuk tahun 2015.

Family

1. Harap baby girl dilahirkan dengan selamat, sihat sejahtera and comels forever.

2. Harap Azim Dasuki membesar dengan sihat dan sempurna and jadi good boy yang clever.

3. Harap husband semakin berjaya dalam career dia.

4. Harap dapat jumpa good maid untuk jaga anak-anak.

Myself

1. Harap berjaya kuruskan badan semula like masa bujang, Nak pakai baju size M.

2. Fit and jadi mummy yang cemerlang untuk Azim Dasuki and baby girl.

3. Jadi isteri yang baik untuk En Din. Been neglecting him since ada anak ni.

4. Jadi anak yang lebih baik untuk both parent and in laws.

5. Change my career path. Yes, its either with current company or find other job.

Financial

1. Debt free for 2015

Itu je. Simple kan. Hope berjaya. Amin.

26 weeks ++

So sorry baby, mummy jarang blog about my pregnancy journey with you. Because it was smooth, alhamdulillah, and I dont want to complain for anythinng. Semoga Allah permudahkan and baby lahir dengan sihat dan sempurna. Amin amin amin..

So now dah 26 weeks ++. Mummy dah mula rasa mengah.. Ya, my tummy membesar dengan agak cepat rasanya kali ni. Tapi different with abang azim, kali ni perut je banyak membesar.. I dont look sembap like pregnant with abang Azim dulu.

Since dah semakin berat sekarang ni, memang tak larat nak jalan jauh-jauh sangat. Nak pergi lunch at kl sentral tu pun dah rasa seksa, inikan pula nak ke Nu sentral. Walaupun hati tu memang rasa suka sangat berjalan2 ni tapi kena terima yang badan tak leh dipaksa sangat. Have to start my slow walk. 

Kali ni pregnant baby ni memang different dengan Azim. Mummynya sangat suka la melawa ye. Pakai lipstik merah2. Baju nak cantik. Mekap selalu. Kalau mengandung azim dlu, ya ampun, selekeh abis lah. And people around me pun notice about it, yang aku suka melawa. Hheehe.. And kali ni suka bau yang wangi-wangi and bende yang cantik-cantik. Dulu masa pregnant abang azim, ayah pakai perfume pun mummy marah.. :)

Things change. Apa2 pun mummy harap baby selamat dalam perut mummy. And bila dah 38 week++, baby keluar dengan selamat, insya Allah. 

My 5th anniversary with this company

Genap 1/12/2014, mark my 5 year working with my current company. Perasaan?. Bercampur baur. Ada love hate moody so-so feeling with this company.. Hahhaa. Reason.. Terlalu banyak sampai tak tertulis okeh..

Overall, am still grateful sebab ada kerja.. And good position for now. good prospect for now. good benefit for now. good friend for now. so call good environment for now. good bonus for now. so-so increment for now. so-so future prospect for now. 

But.. Siapa yang truly happy with their work kan.. As my friend was saying, even makcik buat air is unhappy with her work. Penat, banyak kerja, tak ada rehat.. Hahaha. Memang statement yang paling aku tak boleh lupa.. 

Selagi rezeki masih disini, I will still continue my journey here. As long as my boss give me good career path, I will still be here.. And as long as am truly happy with my bonus and increment, I will still be here.. 

But. again. If I need to be better in my career. If I want to focus on my family. I will find better career. 1 day. If Allah let me. If ada rezeki for me and my family.

At the end of the day, I want a career not a job (If you know what I mean).

Till then.