Kaki Bukit Kinabalu

Yup, it been a while since my last blog update. A bit lazy on life update i guess. hehe.. Hmm latest occasion, just got back from our holiday at KK, sabah.. Went there last october n only now have time to actually blog about it.

So, here we go.. This is how I remembered it.

1st day:-

6am : off to air asia airport,

10am++ : reach KK, Sabah. Jalan2 di pasar philiphino. Buy dikma, mak n myself a pearl bracelet. Nice one. Just a reminder, make sure u bargain for the price. We got ourselves a really good price,.

1pm : off to Kundasang, kaki bukit mt kinabalu. Yes, we rent out a "Kancil" to go there. Im the one driving since its manual and Im more familiar with it. Yes, imagine us "hiking" on our way to kundasang with kancil.. hehehe.. Reach there after 2hours of driving (we go very slow as we're not familiar with the road). And when we were up there (Kundasang), the view were marvelous!!!.. And its cold too. Make sure you bring ur shawl or sweater up there..

3pm : visiting dairy farm.

Us at the dairy farm, u can see mt kinabalu at our back

6pm : Check in to the hotel, Puncak Borneo Resort.

Selamat Hari Raya

Hari raya, hari yg berbahagia.. hehhee.. hmm dh nk raya.. thn ni puasa berlalu dgn pantas.. tiba2 suma org dh sibuk nk raya.. start tomorrow aku akan bercuti pjg di kg halaman.. alhamdulillah.. seronok sbb dpt bermalasan di kg.. wpun time ni la suma keje dtg but they hav to respect la kita nk celebrate raya.. cuti dh lama apply so biarkan mereka.. muahahhaa.. tgu la aku blk br ku settle kan apa yg ptt..
Hmm raya thn ni persiapan biasa2 je.. rsnya thn lps lebih beria2. dlu byk ms nk shopping, skang ni every weekend bz.. thn ni gak every week dpt berbuka seisi family since mak ayh slalu sgt trn kl, sgt seronok thn ni, x pernah rs sunyi, not like last year.. im better off without him.. alhamdulillah..

Nampaknya thn ni kami sekeluarga akan beraya lama di melaka since skang dh ada rumah kt melaka instead of blk kg nenek.. Seronok!!. N plus thn ni mmg sgt seronok.. byk perkara dpt aku baiki n adik2 aku pn dh slmt ngn hal masing2..

Plan lps raya, lps piah dh mula keje barunya (boring, same industry as I am.. hahaa), kitorg akan plan psl where to live.. Dia kt pj n aku kt kl, so kt mana ye tpt tgh2.. hmm mslhnya dh sgt selesa ddk kt equine park.. since aku dtg kl tu la tpt aku.. byk memori n pengajaran.. yg buruk x perlu diingati tp cuma bole dijadikan pengajaran.. salah aku sbg manusia yg lemah..

Ahh apa aku membebel ni, di pg2 ni mmg mls nk mula keje.. chaiyok2 ardilah.. :p

X sabar nk blk kg esk.. to kawan2, selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin. Drive safely all...

Salam Ramadhan

Wah.. dh lama sungguh x tulis blog.. rs mls nk mengupdate pape.. tp today ppg2 di opis ni terasa nk menulis blog.. hahaha..

Hmm byknya perkara dh jadi.. good and bad.. dugaan n ganjaran.. sedih and gembira.. semua bole dikumpulkan skali.. tp one thing for sure bdn ku dh naik semula, means im back. alhamdulillah...

sempena bulan puasa ni nothing much diff compare to other month.. cuma bezanya aku akan push gak diri ku abiskan suma keje so aku bole blk kul 5.. itupn still spai umh dlm 6.30 keatas.. xpela redha, nk wat cane keje jauh.. still thinking about moving out.. lgpun kawasan tu terlalu byk memori yg x perlu diingat dh..

n bende plg hampeh jd pd aku sempena bulan posa ni, adalah seorg guy tlh melanggar kereta kwn aku semasa aku nk kuar dr kereta kwn aku tu.. sungguh kuat dia langgar kereta tu sampai kemek.. n of course la dia pn jth. tp tula 1st time aku jd sbb org jatuh even hmm rsnya kalo report polis akan tau la sapa yg slh.. aku mmg ketar sdgkn mamat tu x luka pn.. tp drama sepetang di siaiambi... still on going... minta di jauhkan dr semua niat jht manusia...

hmm apa lg nk update ye.. oo ye semlm mkn nasi arab.. suma org puji tp bg aku ok jela. biasa2.. masakan mak ku lg sdp.. akan bercuti pjg utk berehat di kg.. itu jela for now.. :p

Im on Anti Stress Drug

Yup, me!.. having a strees life bcoz of work.. Dr last week kepala penin n mlm selalu berpusing2 kepalaku.. Need to set a limit for work. promise myself need to get home by 7 starting tomorrow. Can I handle this wrk style. Where evrythin is in rush and need to be perfect. Even on my sick dy (mc), like today, I need to remote from home since 8am to 2pm. No wonder g klinik lps tu doc ckp aku stress. Itu pn shld entertain them bla blk klinik tp decide to stop, I need my rest, I need to sleep n relax. Or esle esk x aku still sakit.. Doc giv me this anti stress pill. Kena minum byk air, n dont over do things. To much of something is bad !

Ohh tp nila 1st time aku mc since I join this new co. Adakah aku x bersyukur sbb merungut mcm nie. Tp aku penat, I love the job, tp the pressure, task is non stop. Oh bersyukurla Ardilah..

Hmm need a plan.. Life is not only about work. Need to find activities to release my stress. Hate going back home late evry nite n just sleeping. Piah pn bsn katanya ddk ngn aku sbb aku weekdays asik tido je.. haha. msk lgla no way.. hehe..

Ok, still cb mendptkan mood tido, need to off the notebook.. Zzzz..

Its been a really bz month!

Phuh.. weekend ni br la aku dpt bersuka ria, nonton movie, shopping, hehe... Lps blk langkawi weekend mmg full ngn xtiviti.. Anta kamal ke mmu melaka n week after that kenduri kawin cousin plak.. event dua2 kt melaka tp sgt memenatkan.. keje plak mcm biasa la kan.. bz memanjang.. kuar opis gelap jee.. ohh dunia dunia.. huuhu.

aku msh terasa burn akibat ke langkawi ritu.. tu la lynkan sgt laut, pdn muka. itu pn x layan snorkeling.. kalo lyn snorkeling confirm org ingat aku negro kot.. hehe.. dh mmg dsrnya hitam kan.. org pn pasan aku burn abis.. nasibla labu.

Now kn lbh kerap blk melaka sbb kamal dh blaja sana.. next week mebi kena blk melaka lg.. aiyo sungguh pnt maa.. nasibla hanafiah pn dh keje sini so ada tmn nk blk kg.. mls nk bw kete.. ada drebar senang.. Hmm wat else to update kt blog nie. xpela, till next time.. Wassalam..

ps: thingking... should i?..

Langkawi 23 - 25 May

Priceless...

Tumpang bergambar at other hotel

Atas bukit (Cable Car)

Akhirnya berjaya ga menjejakkan kaki ke Langkawi.. hehe.. I just love langkawi too much. The view, smell, food, ppl and everythings.. Sampai rs nk pergi sekerap yg bole.. Oh my, im so beach person now.. Pantai kt kuantan mmg x dpt challenge Langkawi.. Ohh berhrp semoga dpt ke Sipadan plak after this.. :p

Sampai je langkawi dlm pl 8lbh trs jalan.. Cr gamat, tgk view, naik kabel car, makan pak tongko, cendul, laksa, main air laut, amik pic xhenti2, phuhhhh mmg 1st dy taram sampai hbs.. pusing satu pulau kot.. Kebetulan pergi ngn akak yg mmg terer psl langkawi. semua beach yg lawa dia bawa kitorg g.. suma tpt specialla.. thanks kak mas.:)

And ptg br check n hotel.. Awana Porto Malai.. nice hotel n nice view too.. Btul2 dkt port.. Port kecik jela x sebesar pearl Hourbour.. view cantek tp x dptla terjun laut trs sbb ayaq dlm.. hahaha.. tp nice syok ddk situ n the price - affordable :) And 1st dy gak lyn shopping choc n ither stuff kt langkawi.. omg so cheapp.. aku plak grm tgk pinggan magkuk.. teringat makku.. kan best dpt belikan dia.. tp ssh nk bw blk so belikan sudu jela.. hehe.. choc jgn ckpla.. sgt byk aku beli.. kbtln nk blk kg so leh bawa skit utk ortg kg...

2nd Dy, hmm pg2 layan island hopping... syoknye naik bot.. g ke dayang bunting n pantai beras basah.. pengalaman.. dptla merasa kena kejar ngn beruk.. haha.. beruk2 disitu sungguh pandai, even zip bag pn diorg bole buka.. Then berenang2 di tasik dayang bunting.. kt sini jatuhkn sunglasses :(.. selamat sunglasses ku ditelan tasik.. penuh ngn foreigner je.. mmg sepjg percutian pnh foreigner sbb malaysian x cuti pn ms tu.. Org ckp if minum air tasik tu dpt mengandung.. so kalo org bjg mcm mana ye? hehe.. kidding2, tp pakcik bot tu ckp ramai gak yg jd.. semua atas niat.. Allah yg memberi rezeki.. :)

Ptg, kepenatan gile.. ingat nk layan eagle feeding n nek bot lbh jauh tp suma dh xlarat.. so tido!!.. n one more things, aktiviti harian kitorg kt langkawi.. makan!.. (pak tongko, laksa, n cendul 2 mangkuk).. hahhaa sapa kenal aku mmg tau aku kuat makan if makanan tu aku suka.. :)

Malam ingat nk lepak bilik je.. siap dh beli Mo Sup utk mkn malam (Bubur nasi ni pn feveret kitorg).. tiba2 member kwn blanja mkn.. mkn bsr lg, all the fresh seefood, phuh hidup di langkawi sentiasa kenyang.. i love Langkawi so much!. nanti nk bw family plak..

At last 3rd dy, time to go home.. tp kitorg blk ptg.. so pg tu layan jalan2 lg.. g makan mahsuri, cr sup gamat, sempat gak shopping last minute.. n aku sbnrnya lupe byk sgt tpt jln so xingat apa aktiviti yg dibuat lg.. tp mmg mcm2 laa.. sampaikan zoo pn kitorg pergi.. gilos!.. Tp sgt gembira n puas hati.. kenapa perlu blk ke kl yg semak ni!!..

And blk je kl, burn gile.. sbb Langkawi sgt pns tp its fun so i dont mind.. Mmg dh hitam so what to lose rite.. hehehe.. Now im an island girl. Cant wait for our next trip to KK! :p

Masalah? Aku dh tinggalkan semua di Langkawi!

Water Rarfting at Sg Kampar & Caving at Gua Tempurung

Some of the pic
Pic kt gua suma buruk so xmo upload... haha..
Pic ramai2 xdpt lg.. :)

ps: next entry, Langkawi!!

Office

Sudah lama nampaknya aku x berblogging.. hmm nothing much to tell except for the work.. Keje keje n keje.. nasib baik aku mmg minat kalo x, leh jd psycho layan keje.. mmg sepanjang aku keje, ni la experience yg plg mencbr keupayaan fizikal n mental aku.. hopefully aku makin ok as time goes by..

I love my work, my colleague, my bos, my user and even my desk..hehehe..cara nk motive diri sendiri.. some of my desk pic

haha..from this view mmg mejaku sungguh kemas ..sebab aku lambak file n kertas at another side.. hehehe.. mana leh tunjuk side yg buruk rite?..

N pic kt atas tu ms my bday celebration,, actually me n my team were out to lunch to celebrate my teammate farawell tp kebetulan its my bday!. It was fun!..

Hmm lagi what else nk update ye.. Hmm next week going to Sg Kampar, Perak for Water rafting and Caving at Gua Tempurung. Y I join this activities,bcoz kwn2 opis ku ajak.. So on jela..why not kan, leh release stress and try aktiviti yg mencbr nie.. huhu..

n a week after that, off to Langkawi for vacation with my frens, Cant wait for that.. Xpernah sampai sana.. Hmm someone pernah berjanji nk bawa aku kesana,.. Mmg kesian aku ni.. dh tua bangka x penah sampai langkawi.. hehe..

N for this month mmg aktiviti ku full..Dateline projek's pn bersepah.. So nk cuti mmg cuak.. Tp watever it is pn, kena teruskan gak as planned.. Hmm tu je la update for this time. till later..:p

27 on 27th My Bday

Alhamdulillah.. hari ni genapla umur aku 27tahun.. aku masih berdiri di dunia ni meneruskan perjuangan as seorg manusia..

Thanks sgt pd suma kwn2 yg ingat my bday n wish me for joy n happines n good life..

Aku redha dengan suma ketentuan tuhan..

Sesungguhnya manusia mampu merancang, tuhanla yg menentukan segalanyaa..

Aku bersyukur aku masih lg sihat, aku masih lg mampu berdiri dgn kaki sendiri dan tak menyusahkan sesiapa.. n aku berhrp utk tahun mendtg aku mampu utk lebih membahagiakan org di sekeliling aku..

Minta maaf andai aku pernah menyakiti sesiapa.. Sesungguhnya aku manusia yg xdpt lari dr membuat kesilapan.. Semoga aku jd semakin matang,..

Aku doakan bahgia.. Im grateful..

Hari Ni Nak Nyanyi Lagu Lagi..

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..

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Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku

Nukilan seorg Ardilah.. :)

Pesta Baloon Putrajaya 2010

Live free Ardilah.
Forgive and forget..
Take control of urself Ardilah..
Allah will help when u ask!

I hope I can smile again... Amin...

I've lost 3 KG.. yay!!

Hehehe.. this blog was created at 1st to update my diet plan. By doing nothing, I've lost 3 kg... hehe..

Ardilah Penat!

Sebenarnya ardilah sangat penat...n moral dia tgh sgt down skang nie..

keje?.. really exciting tp kena manage pressure dr byk bende..

bangun at 5.45am.. sampai opis at 8am.. keje non stop till 8pm usually sometimes lebey..

kereta?.. aku dh lenguh bawa kete manual. ya allah murahkan rezeki aku..

sampai umh?.. at almost 9-10pm.. badan n otak?.. sgt pnt sbb pulun keje x benti..

keadaan rumah?.. mmg dh benti mengemas umh isnin-jumaat. weekend je so paham2 la.. bj dh lama x berlipat..

personal life?.. not too good sbb tgh dilanda ujian yg sgt berat..

family?.. ok,really supporting!..

tp kena tlg adik bongsu ku plak.. kena pk lg..

responsibility?.. sgtla byk n berat..

cuti?.. sejak keje bank x penah amik cuti lg.. br je cancel leave sbb byk keje nk dkt dateline.. at the same time kena attend mcm2 course so bila nk wat keje bila nk blaja nie?

harapan?.. hrp cpt2 dpt adapt dlm new life style nie.. n sbr n dpt ketenangan..

another wish? nk happy blk!!

Hello Ardilah!

Patience is bitter, but it bears sweet fruit

Dont judge a book by its cover

You get fooled by how good people actually can pretend nowadays...

You realize nothing is better than a honest people...

You knw something missing but still dont want to admit it..

Apa aku merapu nie?.. xsure tp itula kenyataan hidup. Nampak baik x semestinya baik. Nampak jahat x semestinya jahat. Nampak sayang x semestinya sayang..

Love yourself a lottttssss before you love somebody else.

You wont get hurt by loving urself, but u'll hurt a lot betrayed by ur loves one..

Remember to love yourself....

Be free, and live life...

:)

Suratan atau Kebetulan

Sesuatu yang tak disangka
Seringkali mendatangi kita
Itukah suratan dalam kehidupan
Atau hanya satu kebetulan

Kita asyik membicarakan
Persoalan hidup dan pilihan
Sedang kejujuran semakin berkurang
Masih tiada bertemu jawapan

Walau kita dihadapkan
Dengan berbagai pilihan
Mengapa sering terjadi
Pilihan tak menepati

Hingga amat menakutkan
Menghadapi masa depan
Seolah telah terhapus
Sebuah kehidupan yang kudus

Pertemuan sekali ini
Bagi diriku amat bererti
Tetapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan
Bimbangkan berulang kesilapan

Getting bz

Days come to weeks and then to months.. year? x dtg lg.. hehee.. Life kt sini tersgt la bz spai aku dh xnampak bende len dh selain keje.. N imagine la, spai aku nk ke induction program pn bos x leh lepaskan lg since aku tgk stuck ngn project. Well of coz la induction tu can postpone to another month since tiap2 bln ada program induction.. yg berbeza mebi the venue jela.. Cant wait for mine sbb leh beriadah2 n berjalan2.. Dis month diorg wat kt putrajaya je... lame.. aku leh g sendiri xpyh nek bas kalo ke situ.. tp postpone so mebi next mth or tgklaa.. Plus aku kena attend course yg aku kena choose.. Ingat nk amik course sql tp still cr tpt yg sesuai n timing yg sesuai.. Kalo x sql mebi amik course VB or Cold fusion.. Semua bende kena plan dr skang n let my bos know so she will not plan nthing for me at that period.. Mslhnya suma course mesti spai a week. n awl thn sgtla melambak dh job in queue.. Nampaknya postpone lg la spai 2nd quarter..

N kesibukan aku ngn nombor2 membuatkan aku malam pn mimpi nombor.. haha.. dok pk cane nk kuar report. Uish bende2 mcm ni kena check tersgt byk kali since its a risk report. N for me to pull out all the data from the multiple server,db sgtla penin.. nk mencr relationship kena tya sana sini.. Xpe skang its a learning phase.. For me to learn everything...

Hmm tu jela for now.. dh lama x menulis blog sbb tu wat gak entry.. daa

ps: azam baru sy. nk jadi manusia yg baik. xmo emo2 dah. bole x?.

Being defensive

When people start to be defensive, we start to think that mebi there is something. If u had nothing to hide, or nothing to be ashamed of, u'll be honest with evryone. But life wasnt that simple. Sometimes things turn out the way u never expect it. U want to change things, but its not totally up to u to decide how it will goes. As for me am trying not to be one..

Notes:
"I juz miss my family trip to sarawak. all of my siblings not going coz evryone got things to attend to. So only mak n ayah went there. They had fun as they said. They bought us some souvenirs too(btul ke ejaan tu?).. Hahha.. And lots of cake and ikan masin too for their fren.. i'm glad they were happy, coz that makes me happy too.. But I do really really want to visit sarawak. mebi some other time. Ill bring along all my siblings if i've get the chances.."

New Year Activities

Happy New Year.. Its 2010.. This is my first blog for dis year.. Hope to blog a better me and a better luck for this year.. amin..

Hmm now still bz with my new job.Starts code's with cold fusion plak. It's like other code gak juz the syntact is diff. Last week, friday 1 january there was a kenduri tahlil held at my kuantan home. Even not too many invitation but a lot if people came. Almost 100++. Lucky my mak prepared food for 100++. As my ayah told my mak the invitation for 30 ppl only.. Hehehe. my ayah cant stop inviting his fren to the kenduri, n my mak invite a few of her fren only. yala if they two invite all of their fren, then our house is not suitable for it, maybe need to set up a canopy or tent plak.. hehe.. And the funny things was all my mak fren came to me and whisper "Ingat kenduri tunang kaklong ke..".. Hahaha.. yala, im praying for that gak.hehe.. Hmm even im not in a really good mood when im headed back to kuantan but evrythings turns out ok when i reach kuantan home. Am so happy to be with my family. Plus lots of ppl came by to our kenduri so surrounding by all this people makes me forgot about my ownself.. :)

And after the kenduri, the cleaning session starts. Luckyly all my neighbour helps. What leaved out only to store all the dishes back to the kabinet. and by evening everything is done. A forgot to mention that the kenduri held after breakfast at 10am. It's differ from other kenduri, exceli this is the first time we're doin it in the morning.. But bcoz of that lots of ppl can come coz no comitment in the morning.. Hmm and my days at ktn fill with biziness.. My lil bro, kamal were going to PLKN that saturday, so the whole friday evening we headed to town to find his stuff. I think kamal got the biggest bag for man's category since were the kakak who pack his stuff.. haha.. girls we prefer to pack more to avoid unfortune things..

So saturday morning we all, the whole family sent kamal to the stadium, where all other plkn trainees assemble. Hmm my mak as usual cries.. well we undertnd mak feel sad bcoz after this there will only be her and ayah at home..hehehe.. but evrything was ok. .Kamal is safe at plkn pasir mas, daerah kaklong ok!! kangkung!! ever heard of that distrint?.. well this is my first time.. seriusly, there was a distrinct call kangkong. hahha... and kem name?.. cancun park.. the place is nearby thailand as we've been told. will go and visit kamal another time.. pity him.. training in the jungle i guess.. hehehe..

So that's all. almost 2 now.. back to work.. will update if anythin later.. daaa..