Dilema yang melanda

So here is my situation. Married with 2 kids and currently pregnant no 3. Alhamdulillah syukur nikmat atas rezeki yang Allah berikan. And me and my husband bekerja di investment bank yang memerlukan kami untuk kerja lewat most of the day. 

So here we are, 3 small kids insyaAllah next year. Pergi kerja pukul 7.30am and balik for me pukul 7petang and husband pukul 9malam. Tu pukul rata lah sebab kalau hari2 yang tenang mungkin dapat balik awal. And husband plak on alternate basis kena balik lewat sebab on mutual rotation dengan colleague dia. So yup, me as IT support, basically need to be available 24*7?. But I can always remote in/vpn to do my work walaupun yup agak susah with my kids yang excited nak tengok/nak tekan/nak duduk (comel kan. hahaa. tp bila banyak keje stress gak).. While my husband kerja dia involve kena tunggu market close then some of the job can start. So thats the reason kena balik lewat.

So now staying at rumah tiggi yang memang dekat sangat dengan rumah and we love our house so much and we love our pengasuh so much. Our pengasuh la banyak backup kami sebab kami selalu balik lambat. Semoga dia tetap tabah menjaga anak2/harta kami tu. Memang rasa bergantung betul pada dia. And sejak azim 3 bulan no nak masuk 3 tahun rasanya tak de masalah dengan dia.

Ok, as family member grow. kita pun nak juga rumah yang besar sikit kan. Lagi2 rasa macam nak duduk landed yang selesa yang anak2 bole bermain di tanah. Ok. lets go and find a landed house and alhamdulillah, dh beli dh siap pun. Now dalam phase nak settlekan defect, grill, etc..

Then whats next?. Err location rumah baru adalah tak dekat macam rumah sekarang. Now is 10km, the next house will be 35km from office. Hmm big difference?. yes. Ada pilihan kami boleh naik train direct to office. but still need to drive to train station. Walaupun me and my husband satu office tapi timing balik memang lain most of the days. How about my kids. Tak pernah hantar pada tempat lain selain rumah pengasuh sekarang.  Am so nervous.

Oh now dilema sangat. I want a hijrah for my family and husband agree on that too but we cant figure out arrangement for our kids. We are stuck...

Ok, mari fikir lagi dan lagi dan lagi,,

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